Hesitation

That One Song. Just Once

That One Song. Just Once. Ya Dhaaru Ya Nafi’u

I have many talent. None nurtured. It costs money. Formal education takes up other people’s time and energy. Money, time and energy, which I. have not.

On top of that, my mind and my focus were elsewhere. I was engrossed pursuing other ways and means to turn my life around. Music and arts then, were not something very promising for one’s future.

My loved ones were also against it. To her the money I’ll earn is Haram. That stops me on my track.

What with the ways of the artiste’s themselves, potraying a sinful life, many over exposing themselves. Not forgetting the night life and the drugs and booze that came with it. My attitude then is to stay away, hence protecting myself from sins.

Time passes by. All my effort towards everything else, got me nowhere.

Things have changed a bit since then. There are many quarters now insisting on a more Islamic way for performing arts. That comes with agreeing markets too. Birds of the same feather flock together. I’m not one of them.

Fortune does come with fame now. Producers are more inclined to share the profits with the artists now. Many have had it made.

Looks does matter still. I used to have it. Now after 30 years, here I am yearning to be there! With all odds  against me, I’m still dreaming performing for that One song. Live telecast Nationwide. Just Once. Ya Allah Ya Dhaaru Ya Nafi’u

So Kids, Go for your Dreams. Lots of opportunities and means available now. You don’t want to die wondering.

GOOD OR BAD, IS TRULY YOUR CHOICE TO BE.

Dunia artis dunia glamor. Dalam pada mengata dan mencemuh kita sebenarnya suka apa yang kita lihat. Tidak begitu? Dalam pada mengeji dan menghina kita sebenarnya mengkagumi mereka. Kan?

Yang baik dan yang buruk ada pada mereka. Ambil yang baik jadikan Tauladan. Yang buruk jadikan sempadan. Kebanyakan mereka berlakun untuk itu. Melakunkan lebih baik dari mendedahkan secara terang-terangan segala keburukan seseorang kepada masyarakat. Keburukan sendiri, sendiri tanggung.

Kita ni baik sangat ke?

Abang Bob apa dah jadi pada Abang? Disana tu bukan bidang bakti Abang.  Suci sangat ke dunia yang itu berbanding dunia yang Abang tinggalkan?

O.K lah, kita nasihatkan mereka supaya pakai sopan sikit untuk majlis. Saya takda masalah. Saya cuma perlu tanggalkan cermin mata saya. Jadi kabur semuanya.

3 thoughts on “Hesitation

  1. As Salam. Ambil yang baik untuk diri sendiri. Tak perlulah kita KUTUK orang yang melakukan dosa

    “Tahukah kamu siapa orang yang muflis itu?” Para sahabat menjawab, “Orang yang muflis di antara kami ialah yang tidak memiliki dirham dan tidak pula kesenangan.” Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam kemudian bersabda, “Orang yang muflis ialah, orang yang pada hari kiamat datang dengan membawa shalat, puasa dan zakat, tetapi dia mencaci ini, menuduh ini, makan harta ini, menumpahkan darah ini dan memukul ini, sehingga kebaikan yang dia lakukan diberikan kepada orang yang dizalimi. Kemudian, apabila kebaikannya habis padahal belum cukup, (maka) diambil keburukan mereka yang dizalimi, lalu diberikan kepadanya, kemudian dia dilemparkan ke neraka.” [HR. Muslim]

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